Sometimes I feel as if Gods plans for me are bigger than what I intended for myself. As if it was something I haven’t even thought I could or would be doing. When I say bigger I don’t mean a higher paying job. I’m content with whatever as long as I’m happy doing it. Although I do believe a decent salary would fall under the ‘happy’ standard. I just wish my parents would see it the way I do. Sometimes I feel like all they care about is studying hard, getting into a good school and getting a high pay job preferrably a nurse. What about me? Does my choice of occupation not matter? Nevertheless, I listen and that’s what I see myself doing. But what if God has a different plan? What if I end up, to my asian standard parents dismay, in a community college? My parents are pretty godly people but would they understand that? I doubt they’d try to see it in that perspective. Maybe I’d be forever shunned into their disappointment. Ha, I could see that possibility. I would be fine with it like I said, as long as I enjoy it. And I’d take whatever is given and work through and in God’s name. And maaaybe it would lead to something even better. I don’t know. I just feel so blinded by the future.